but you are not alone, all of us will help as much as we can.
If you find one and there is a link to the advert, start a thread and ask, we will pull it apart after sucking air through our teeth.
It will take time to find the correct boat, first it will be love but then the brain has to engage.
There may be also someone with experience/knowledge that will accompany you to a boat viewing.
When you find one, I, as many others would advise, is get the boat surveyed fully, costs, but should save you buying a lemon.
Any offer you make should be subject to survey
If you are willing to disclose what type, size of boat you would like and budget* you have, I am almost sure someone will find a few available and point you in the right direction.
* remember you will need a contingency pot, for the unexpected as the unexpected will turn up. There is also licence and insurance.