sometimes we never talk to the people we love very much,even possibly idolise.Fathers for example were always at work you respected them and possibly for a lot of your life didnt respond how you would have wished to your comments. It would sometimes maybe be huh huh emmm or thats lovely darling or what ever fond name they had for you, but rarely ever gave feed back.But sometimes if you try later in life ,when they wonder what they missed you can have wonderful chats, because they have time .Which are similar to my memories, but later in life my relationship with my father was totally enriched with the conversations we had about his life and times . So keep going and youll find out things about yourself and your father that will amaze you because once gone its never going to be repeated, passion is the most important part of being happy pass it on :lol: :lol: