I think my imagination works against me.
I just can't see how to change a 30k boat into a dream, let alone have this skill set to accomplish this.
If I had what I thought at the time was bang on, then I could spend twelve months nosing around other craft going "yeah what a great idea"
If I cracked on now I'd muck it up, sawdust everywhere, wiring going to places God alone would know and I'd get fleeced left right and centre. Hence the need for the boat that only requires blacking,an nodes, battery maintenance and diesel.
I'll learn as I go along, much like you did.