bag 'o' bones I will try and respond to some of your points' not sure how best to quote you with out it getting a jumbled mess, if I do it wrong please try and excuse my error
Its not obvious which is part of the problem. Most people don't notice that you are slightly different in my experience; well they might if they spend any amount of time in company. Not that it is your problem of course : )
Yes exactly, problem is it can come as a shock to them when they do notice or I get into a situation I can't handle
If you don't understand what has been asked then the chances are the person did not explain it properly. There is no shame in asking for clarification, something I have to do on a regular basis!
There are some people that I just can't understand where they are coming from, there is a risk that I just end up frustrating them and myself. Also it has become a very automatic response system, done even before I have thought properly, this habit is hard to break especially if I am feeling anxious around a person
The trick is not to allow anyone to pressure you into something that your not comfortable with. Counting to 10 in your head before giving a reply usually gives you enough time to work out what has just been said allowing you to give a suitable reply that is a bit more constructive
I will try and remember to count to 10 in the future, but of course it is going to be harder to put in practice then to say
Usually I would not deal with anyone who pressures me, I would just walk away. I try and shop only in shops that are too busy so no one will bother me and rent cars rather then buy them. But when buying a boat?